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An Attempt at Progress

by Zed

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1.
The Storm 01:10
the storm is coming in the waves flush over dried and callous skin i'm standing here and i'm all alone waiting to be eroded to a structure of bones ashes to ashes dust to dust sculpt me as a statue, let me rust
2.
White Room 02:05
i'm sitting in a white room for the first time, everything i see is clear my thoughts will bloom my mind is not occupied by fear there's no feeling in the ivory no companionship or rivalry in this place but the silence hurts my head and i still miss my bed and your face if i was sitting in a black room then the darkness would remind me of your eyes spirits would loom and try to resolve me of lies there's too much feeling in the ebony i'd need that sweet serenity from before and the silence hurts my head and i still miss my bed and how you talk i'm sitting in a white room the silence calms my head and i don't need a bed i'm pure as lace no you don't need the sound when you're six feet underground inside a case you don't miss me in reality but i'll believe in it's totality that you do with no meaning from the start, my life has played no part and that's the truth
3.
it's been three days since i spoke a word to you said i loved you but you couldn't say 'i love you too' i went outside today a breath of fresh air showered three times but couldn't wash you from my hair or my thoughts or my words you stick to my skin just like dirt is that what i'm worth? share a bath of bleach with me maybe then we'll both be clean it's been three months since i spoke a word to you said i loved you but you couldn't say 'i love you too' i hope i left tattoos all over your brain so that you feel equally dirty and stained but you're smart off the charts a fully conscious piece of art why would i last? it's been three years since i spoke a word to you said i loved you but you couldn't say 'i loved you too'
4.
Thumbsucker 04:29
once nearly had it all but i pushed it all away just like i slowly forced my jaw out of place there's a ghost inside of me and it's urging to be freed but one exit has been plugged up by my babyish tendencies i'm a child with my thumb in my mouth and my fingers curled around my nose but now it's not enough to make me feel less alone my teeth have suffered there's a dent where comfort was but i can't sleep without it a habit i never lost my phone stays silent when it used to ring all the time now i spend most of my days just watching the hours go by ask me who i am; i wouldn't be able to say the only thing i know about myself is how my skin tastes i'm always changing habits come and go but one thing stayed the same and left an overbite to show
5.
the air was dark and cold my mouth was full of smoke stood on the sabrina bridge we shared the odd good joke put out the last cigarette on your jacket sleeve with the music from across the town it felt like a movie scene but i didn't think it'd be so quick to crack and now i want all my secrets back the street lamps were brightly lit leaving an orange glow called across the sabrina bridge we said we'd take things slow you took my hand and we walked for what felt like miles and i'll look back on that and i'll never fail to smile you really had me thinking that something nice for just one minute might stay a good thing about all this is that it's probably best for my health walk across the sabrina bridge no more marlboros in stealth i'll make sure not to tell anyone a thing for quite some time step off the sabrina bridge, you go your way i'll go mine
6.
Freefall 01:44
i never fell out of love with you you pushed me off the roof and i've only just reached the ground it hardly made a sound but you know me i love adrenaline and the rush of the freefall and part of me wants to climb again up something that tall well maybe i should wear my harness this time i don't want you to constantly plague my mind but i can't believe you'll take another two minutes off my life i've picked myself up off the floor and i've dusted off my knees and i know that it's dangerous but i'll do whatever i please 'cause
7.
new black dress new black shoes i'm taking dainty steps as my fingers brush past the pews the acoustics in here are ethereal i feel imperial it is known it's been said this place is for the pure this place is for the dead the acoustics in here project my voice can you guess my choice? i've got on my knees once or twice not to plead not to beg for my life but if i could see the light i might not stay up praying for half of the night wash my hands wash my face dip my head into the water say my grace the acoustics in here make it deafeningly loud do you hear me now? our father who art in heaven hallowed be thy name

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a collection of songs written from ages 14-16.

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released January 6, 2016

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